Is this how it feels to be lost?

Politics. Who keeps their promises? War. When will the killing stop? Religion. Why find God? There is no God, there are only complexes. Instead of seeking for the Supreme Being, why not do something to end this reign of chaos? Psychology. Whose mind can you trust? You can't trust your own mind. You don't know yourself. Let a doctor tell you who you are. Science. So self-assured, so full of shit. One day true, the next day false. Pour in billions of dollars into researching something which has absolutely no bearing on reality. Meanwhile, people starve and sleep on the streets. The list to describe the world goes on. A fucked up world. How can anyone proclaim it a perfect creation? Why have we coloured our perceptions to the extent where it doesn't matter if you conform or rebel? You're a fool either way.