I lay my head down on his chest and cried because he had lived, cause he had died. A dry ocean, a desert of emotion Happiness, sadness, dark, light, sorrow, joy swept over me, under me. I could hear the sound but I could not understand the words. And then i realized the sound was me, breaking. In one moment I was feeling everything, and i was feeling nothing. I was shattered, I was saved, I lost everything, I was given everything else. Something in me died, something in me was born, I only knew the girl was gone. Whoever I was now, I would never be her again. This is the way the world ends not with a bang but a whimper. Claim gratitude, fury, love, despair, hope, hate. Claim the light, claim the dark, claim yourself.