Hello darkness my old friend

"The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke. She dropped a fake smile and whispered to herself, I can't do this anymore."

It's pretty messed up the state I allow myself to be in recently. I hate myself and the choices I make, I hate what I've done and hate myself for what I haven't done. I hate myself for hurting other people and I hate who I've become. But the show must go on.